Choose to live.

You know, there are times when you suddenly feel down, when you suddenly feel like nobody is there for you, you feel like crying and screaming at the same time, and keep asking yourself, "Why me? Why can't I be as good as them? Why can't I be like them? Why are they happy and I am not? I feel so left out. I feel bad. And I don't deserve to live in this world" I am sure we are faced or maybe have faced these kinds of situations, right? You just feel like you are nobody, you are just like some plastic bags near the road. Waiting to be blown away or worse, burnt. No one cares. No one listens to you. No one realises your existence. And there you are, just standing or sitting there, alone, at one corner. Not doing anything, while watching the rest in the room laughing and talking to each other happily. 

Now, it is the right time for you to fight against the voices in your head. They are just your thoughts, your perception and your sense of inferiority. People know you are there, you do exist. It's just that you CHOOSE to think that you don't exist. Right? Life is a matter of choices. Each and every day, we are faced with situations where we are to choose what to do, what to say. (Except death. You can't choose whether you want to die today or tomorrow or don't die at all). 

So, next time you feel like a plastic bag at the side of the road, just think, "I choose to live. Not to waste all the time feeling sad and upset. Life is meant to be enjoyed and lived. Every moment spent worrying is a moment wasted in my life" Don't worry. God gives us life as a responsibility. We are allowed to choose whether we want to spend our limited lifetime by worrying and thinking about others OR we want to invest in our lifetime to live, really live and love those who are in our lives. Spend our lifetime wisely, or we will look back, regretting all the moments that's passed. 

Don't worry, be happy. Think positive and all the good things will come to you :)